I do not know what happened to me today, but it was, I was happy and sad. Happy,because the person on the other side eventually want to be friends with me. I do not know what she's sincere or not. But clearly, I'm quite thankful for that. Sad, because I should know, that bridge to connect me with her, has not been fully completed in the making.
Knowing that she was quite friendly to the chat, and text, is enough. But on the other hand, when I had to stop to communicate with her, I felt very lost. True, I mean, I did not expect for us to communicate every minute, every hour. But, I'm very eager to joke with her, even if only through a small object called blackberry.
The title, what kind of this feeling, I do not know what I feel right now. I just ... just .. just.. want to communicate with her. But the fact is, I can not do that. She was in another world.
My friends around me think that I fell in love with her anymore, but I myself doubt it will feel. On the one hand I have a perspective that "I do not need to establish in love again with her, but I just need a friendship between me and her"
I want to move my fingers to type something on her, but it was always stiff, she and I have not as yet, we both develop into adults each day, and our communication style. We have changed from the first we met
Oh my soul, I miss her, could you tell her that I would like to share jokes, stories, experiences with her, but how? Show me how, so I can remove the feeling that this abstract.. Because I still.. miss her untill this second
